L Jay Maasai has penned a heartbreaking letter to his ex-girlfriend bemoaning the fact that he still misses her.
The gospel singer who has admitted that he has been dealing with depression says in the long letter that he would love to have his bae back.
"The biggest promise is that you will always love me regardless," L Jay Maasai wrote, "Therefore I have chosen to write to you, the love of my life."
Adding, "I believe you are already aware of the fact that I have suffered tremendously, including serious depression, anxiety, frustration and stress to the extent I have been uncertain of life itself, to the extent of thinking about suicide."
Read the rest of the letter below.
Dear Love of my life,
It has been soo long since we spoke and not because you are out of reach to me. I know and remember you told me that you will always be available to me whenever and for whatever no matter the situation, you promised to always listen, to always be by my side through thick and thin and that I should never hesitate to reach out to you.
To say the least, I've felt lost in space. Confusion has come around me one too many times, often I wondered where you were to help me get a hold of myself as you always have, but I remembered you telling me that you will be there everywhere I go even up to the end of the world.
I would like to express how much I have missed you, your everyday presence in my life. In everything I did, I always felt your presence even if I did not see you physically, I always knew and felt as if you were right there beside me, encouraging me even when I felt I couldn't achieve anything, you gave me words of hope that strengthen me to keep pushing and persisting.
Don't get tired, I have your back, you said."
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