Singer Akothee says she is not okay as she has developed fear and has found herself running away from people she meets.
The single mother of five expressed to her fans that although she may appear to be the strongest person, deep down she has been broken so many times.
"I am a moving damaged good. I have realised that I have become very sensitive that I don't even want to leave my house.
I don't like people recognizing me in public and at times I just wished I was just a normal person passing the streets in peace."
Akothee added that on several occasions she has found herself running away from fans who maybe innocently coming to say hello .
She said the reason she runs away from them is that most of the ones who really made an effort to come to show her their love and how much they adore her turned into upgraded professional haters.
"Without me doing anything to them, I am always very scared when I meet fans in public places, the moment I am noticed, even without knowing, I stop that business and I just want to run away," she wrote.
Adding;
"It's not funny at all, since I know some might be genuine but again, I also thought the ones before were genuine too."
Akothee wised she lived her life privately.
"My life is very hard as a public figure and entrepreneur, I have met real haters live at the supermarkets, banks, and service areas, airport, my place of work. I don't think everyone loves me, I am not ice cream, but then again just leave me alone. It's not what you think, the love and hates come in equal measures."
Akothee further explained how she gets traumatized before leaving her house or jumping out of her car.
"I already feel attacked even where there is nobody. This feeling has turned me into an animal, and one day I asked my Mentor Mrs NYONGO If my life will ever be the same again.
I am very comfortable with fans that I meet in official functions/shows/ But in my private space, I am sorry. I don't even know how to behave, forgive me for misbehaving but it comes without me knowing.I have turned into whom I am not, I also don't like it. I am working on it."
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