Digital content creator Tatiana Karanja, popularly known as Mama Olive in a deep letter to her younger self got candid about how growing up in a dysfunctional family affected her and the struggles she had to overcome to get to where she is.
The mother of three also touched on how she had body image issues and an inherent desire to be loved that clouded her younger self's judgment.
Tatiana finished off her letter by praising herself for growth and making it to motherhood despite constant moments of doubt.
Below is her letter of coming to consciousness:
Dear me, you’re young, your parents have split up after continuous fighting at home, you’re angry at the world but you don’t know what exactly you are feeling, you just know that you feel so much anger and you start to take it out on your friends at school.
You’re a teenager, your life goals at the moment are to be liked and to get skinny because skinny is the only way any boy will even notice you and of course what you want most is a boyfriend, all your friends have one and you think you’re missing out on all the “important and cool” things.
You’re a bit older, still, a teen but you are out in the world following your dreams.
You’re shy and secretly scared, scared you’re not good enough, scared that you’re in the space you’re in by mistake, scared someone will figure out the fraud you are and you will go back home having failed the career everyone told you not to go after, the career you told everyone you’ll succeed at, because of course everyone’s view of you is so important.
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