Vanessa Bryant, Kobe's widow is still devastated after losing her husband and daughter Gianna aka Gigi.

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The mother of four has been sharing her pain on social media, reminiscing the good times she spent with the two before they perished in a helicopter crash in California.

In a heartfelt Instagram message, 37-year-old shared a video clip of her 13-year-old daughter and her teammates on a basketball ball court as Kobe cheered her team.

I’ve been reluctant to put my feelings into words. My brain refuses to accept that both Kobe and Gigi are gone. I can’t process both at the same time. It’s like I’m trying to process Kobe being gone but my body refuses to accept my Gigi will never come back to me. It feels wrong. Why should I be able to wake up another day when my baby girl isn’t being able to have that opportunity?! I'm so mad. She had so much life to live. Then I realize I need to be strong and be here for my 3 daughters. Mad I’m not with Kobe and Gigi but thankful I’m here with Natalia, Bianka and Capri. I know what I’m feeling is normal. It’s part of the grieving process,' she wrote in part.

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I just wanted to share in case there’s anyone out there that’s experienced a loss like this. God I wish they were here and this nightmare would be over. Praying for all of the victims of this horrible tragedy. Please continue to pray for all.

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A public memorial for the legendary basketballer Kobe Bryant will be held at the Staples Center on February 24 by Los Angeles city. Both Kobe and Gigi's jerseys (No 24 and 2) have been retired.

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