A popular Tanzanian actress recently shocked social media users after revealing that she will give up the ghost if her gleamy life does not improve.

In a Facebook post, Wastara Juma said she has been leading a dejected life since her husband - Sajuki Juma - died five and a half years ago.

Before he passed away, her ailing husband told her that they should use the remaining time to fulfill their hearts' desires and that she should not stop him from going wherever he wants.

Wastara told her fans that she feels the same way at the moment before adding that she would also like to do what her heart pleases with the few days she has before the angel of death strikes.

This is what she posted:

Another person living in an environment similar to mine would find it really hard to even comb his or her hair. When my husband was ailing and suffering, he told me: ‘My wife, I am feeling weak. Nonetheless, I don’t like to see you dirty and kindly don’t bar me from going anywhere I’d want to because I will die anytime soon. Let’s use the remaining time to do whatever our hearts desire. Currently, I am feeling the same way he felt before dying. I am feeling my death is soon approaching. I do whatever my heart pleases. When it tells me to go to the beach, I would go, when it tells me to go to the disco, I would go, when it tells me to go to and pray in the mosque overnight, I would go. I don’t want to be predictable; neither do I want people to know that I am ailing. I fake happiness, even if it is not there. To all those who are finding it hard to understand me and end up insulting me, kindly let me be. I don’t do anything to hurt or cause disgust to anyone. I need peace. My heart bleeds every day. I wish to do anything to have peace, but nothing is falling in place. There’s nothing as bad as losing hope and happiness in life. It makes you lead an isolated life. I have said all these for you to understand the person that I am. Whenever you say negative things about me, you come across as someone who is so eager to send me to my grave. My leaders, friends, relatives, fellow artists and fans kindly pray for me to regain happiness in 2017. Pray that my heart finds peace, pray that all my pains end, pray that I get healed. May 2017 bring happiness to me.

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