'I am not ready to get pregnant again,' Mo Aisha says after her son's death

14 August 2021

• "I can't believe my baby is gone and I'm never going to see him. He fought so hard to stay with us but he was in too much pain, he decided it was time for him to rest. " -Mo Aisha

Upcoming YouTuber Aisha Mohamed has said she and her boyfriend Mungai Mbaya are not ready to get another baby any time soon.

The young first-time parents lost their 1-month-old son Lyric, barely two months ago.

In a candid Q and A segment on her YouTube page, the 19 -year old shared,

"We are not getting another baby any time soon. I am not ready to get pregnant again.

Being pregnant is not easy, very risky, and takes a lot of sacrifices, so I won't get another baby anytime soon.

I am not always OK but I am hanging in there. I am still healing."

Aisha announced the passing of her son through a long social media post below.

''I'm literally shaking typing this because I'm still in shock. I can't believe my baby is gone and I'm never going to see him.

He fought so hard to stay with us but he was in too much pain, he decided it was time for him to rest. I've decided to show his face today because so many people loved him without even knowing him or how he looked like.

He is the most handsome and beautiful baby I've ever seen. He was such a happy and peaceful baby and I'm so glad I got to meet and know him for that one month.

He turned a month old today but he couldn't go any further. I had so many plans for him and it really hurts that I'll never get to see them through with him. I can't believe my son is gone. Yaani I'm still in shock and denial.''

Adding,

"I even feel like vomiting my guts out. I've never dealt with loss in my life before and this hits home so bad. I miss him so much manzee.

MAY 28th will always be the best day of my life and JUNE 28th is the worst heartbreak. He gave me happiness that I had never felt and we loved him so much.

He made me a mother and I'll always be in his debt for that. We still love him and he will always be my Lyric Kagecho Mungai.

There will never be another like him. Fly with the angels my baby boy DOD 28.06.2021 09.00 am."

Further adding,

''I hope I ever get the strength to accept that you're fully gone baba. I thought you were my one blessing and reward in this shitty world but it wasn't meant to be. I hope you're doing well and we want you to know that we love you so much. Your dad and I. This was him at a week old.''

May the young man overcome her loss.