Tanzanian songstress Ray C is depressed. The Mama Nitilie hitmaker took to social media to air her tribulations, saying she was contemplating suicide.
I'm so depressed.
Adding;
huu mwaka najiskia kama kujiua hivi. Na mawazo sana. (This year I feel like committing suicide)
A few months ago, the sassy singer introduced her new Caucasian man to the online community and it's not clear whether her depression is because of her career of relationship.
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This is not the first time Ray C is talking about committing suicide.
She plunged into drug abuse in 2012 and was rescued from drug addiction by former president Jokaya Kikwete, who took her to a rehabilitation center. After a stint in rehab, she confessed in an interview that she was suicidal.
She said;
SUICIDAL IDEATION RANG CONSTANTLY IN MY MIND. I THINK THE INSTANCES WHERE I THOUGHT OF KILLING MYSELF ARE MORE THAN TEN. I HAD LOST HOPE IN LIFE. I LOOKED BACK AT MY LIFE AND THE DREAMS THAT I HAD – THEY WERE ON POINT. BUT THERE I WAS. DRIVING MY LIFE INTO A DITCH BUT I COULD NOT RESCUE MYSELF FROM IT. THERE WAS A TIME I FELT MY LIFE WAS MEANINGLESS, WORTHLESS. I HAD NO SELF-ESTEEM AT ALL.
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