"I Thought Of KILLING MYSELF More Than 10 TIMES!' Confesses Bongo Star Ray C

Piece by: Caren Nyota
Entertainment

Tanzanian singer Ray C who plunged into drug abuse in 2012, is trying to get back on track after sinking into oblivion. Many are happy for her, including East Africa's superstar Diamond Platnumz who recently penned down a message to the once upon a time queen of music encouraging her to work hard.

“SALAAM DADA ANGU RAY C, SIKU YA LEO NILITAMANI NIKWAMBIE MANENO HAYA: SPIRIT AMA JUHUDI UNAYOIONYESHA SASA INATIA FARAJA SANA, NAAMINI SIO KWA WAPENDA MUZIKI WA TANZANIA TU BALI HATA KWA WATU MBALIMBALI…. NAFARIJIKA KUONA WIMBO WAKO WA #UNANIMALIZA WATU MBALIMBALI WAMEUPOKEA VIZURI, NA NISIWE MNAFIKI HATA MIE NI MIONGONI MWA WATU WANAOUPENDA WIMBO HUU WAKO MPYA….

OMBI LANGU KWAKO USIKUBALI KURUDI NYUMA TENA, IJAPOKUWA SANAA ZETU ZINA CHANGAMOTO NYINGI ILA AMINI NI MITIHANI TU YA MWENYEZ MUNGU, ILA UKIWA MVUMILIVU NA KUMUOMBA MUUMBA, ITAPITA….NIWAOMBE PIA VYOMBO VYA HABARI VYETU PENDWA TUZIDI KUMSAPOTI DADA ETU, KWANI NAAMI KWA SAPOTI YENU, SAPOTI YA WADAU MBALIMBALI NA KUONGEZA JUHUDI KWAKE KUTAMFANYA AWE MFANO BORA, NA KUAMSHA VIJANA WENGI SANA MITAANI KWETU AMBAO PENGINE WALIJIKATIA TAMAA KWA MAMBO MBALIMBALI….INSHAALLAH MWENYEZ MUNGU AKUSMAMAIE KATIKA KAZI ZAKO NA MAISHA YA KILA SIKU???? RAY C,” READ DIAMOND’S MESSAGE.

Ray C who was rescued from drug addiction by former president Jokaya Kikwete by taking her to a rehabilitation centre, has made shocking confessions about herself.

During an interview with one of Tanzania's leading publishers, Ray C revealed that at one point in her life, she felt worthless and even contemplated suicide more than 10 times.

"Suicidal ideation rang constantly in my mind. I think the instances where I thought of killing myself are more than ten. I had Lost hope in life. I looked back at my life and the dreams that I had - they were on point.

But there I was. driving my life into a ditch but I could not rescue myself from it. There was a time I felt my life was meaningless, worthless. I had no self-esteem at all," said Ray C

The sassy singer who recently released a new jam Unanimaliza is busy with media tour promoting her song and she is set to visit Kenya later this month.