US-based Kenyan TikToker Judith Carrier popularly known as Mama Jimmy has tugged hearts after airing out some of the hardships she's gone through in her marriage, from being accused of using witchcraft on her husband to losing their first born child and the ridicule that followed.

The soft spoken content creator who recently relocated to America with her husband, Isaiah aka Baba Jimmy, the Mzungu preacher from Kakamega, got candid about her life's ups and downs asking her fans not to be fooled by the smiles and joy they see online.

"Niliolewa October nikashika pregnancy December.. Ni ile yenye bado hata hujafurahia ndoa bado.

People usually expect to have time to enjoy their marriage, but for me and Baba Jimmy, I got pregnant just one month into our marriage. Nilistruggle na hiyo pregnancy. Ilifika hadi point I regreted getting into marriage," Mama Jimmy shared.

The preacher's wife clarified that her husband wasn't the course of her unhappiness adding, "Si ati unateswa ama unafanyiwa vitu mbaya penye umeoleka but ile tu umefika hivi badala ya kufurahia ndoa ushapata pregnancy,"

Sadly she suffered a miscarriage which took an emotional toll on her as she couldn't resign herself to the fact that "she suffered all those months for nothing,"

"Mara ya kwanza, mimba yangu ya kwanza nikapata miscarriage. Imagine niliumia and after five months nikapata nothing. Nilipata Minmba December nikamiscarry April. I had suffered terribly, even eating was a problem.

I could barely eat, I just used to sleep on the floor. They'd go to church, come back and find me just laying down on a sisal sack," the TikToker emotional narrated.

Apart from the physical, mental and emotional torture she suffered, Mama Jimmy also had to deal with villagers backbiting and speaking ill of her after she lost the baby. According to the now mother of 2, rumours began swelling of her inability to carry a child.

With some going as far as to speculate that her blood wasn't compatible with her white husband's blood and she needed to seek spiritual help.

Mama Jimmy highlighted the power of prayer and faith detailing how she prayed to God for strength and a healthy pregnancy and with time and grace her prayers were answered, "I kept talking to God, asking Him to bless me with a child and to prove the doubters wrong," the TikToker shared in part. 

Finishing up she stated, "We have been through a lot, but I thank God for fighting for us. Where we are today is all because of God,"

The couple is blessed with 2 kids, a boy (Jimmy) and a girl (Cynthia) 

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